Thoughts that ran through my head today...
Just wanted to pass a long a few of the thoughts that ran though my brain today, most of them are insignificant in the world that we live in, but in my world, well let's just say that I literary have to much on my mind...
1. Why is it so freakin' cold in
Seattle right now, although the sunrises and sunsets are to die for... absolutely amazing...Every color in the
spectrum.
2. I often wonder throughout the day how my family is doing, How my wonderful wife is surviving 4 kids at home. Actually, I am not sure how a lot of mothers do it. It’s simply amazing... I thought tonight while Jenni was out, how I lack the patience sometimes to be a good parent. At least my wife sets a good example for me. J
3. Who is going to be the next president, or better yet, who will I vote for. Is anyone as confused as I am about this election and who will do a good job as the Commander in Chief. What a wide open field with way to many players. I don’t know if any have the experience to run the country, or help it run for that matter.
4. Who determines the news or what is newsworthy? I mean, I liked Heath Ledger too, but does a story about him have to be on
CNN's front page every time I go to the site. Jenni volunteered tonight with the youth, handing out snacks and blankets to the homeless, some of which might perish in this cold, and CNN is telling us that Heath Autopsy was inconclusive. I don’t get it...
5. My job is killing me off. I am strugglin’ to appreciate large corporations like I used to. Now it feels like a spring board, but the unknown worries also, what does one do??? I feel like I have a plan, but with no light yet at the end of the tunnel, the winter days are long. I really want to see the light soon, not because it will be easier, but to have closure and begin a new chapter.
6. How do other people keep up on life's demands, or do they?? I know that we (humans) compare ourselves constantly to others for everything. I look at people and wonder if they do things like me, or are they more efficient and can I copy the way that they are efficiently successful? Some days I feel like I am swimming and other days I feel like I am floating. What is the best way? The pace that I am going right now cannot be sustained forever, HA... I mean, I will be lucky if I can do it for 6 more months. At least, that is what I thought today.
7. What is the right way to do things? Right now I jumble and prioritize based on what is needed for that particular day. Today it was
Kirkland. Is that because I have to many projects, what is the way to go? I think that the pro-active approach is more my style, but darn it, sometimes I just cant find the time to make that work for me. I hope that I can get back into the habit once I have the time, or will I ever have it? Does it even matter, I dunno, but it crossed my mind.
8. My Girls are amazing... Olivia can read.. like really read. She read us Green eggs and ham the other night. it was amazing. Grace is writing notes and stories like they are going out of style. They are still not even 6 yet. How does this happen. 1/3 of my time to teach the kids is almost over. It is certainly a good thing that Jenni is such a good teacher...
9. I look forward to the best part of my day... walking though the door and getting a kiss and hug from my wife and all the kids. Sometimes its 3:30pm, sometimes its 6:30, but the smiles make it all real. I was pondering the title of this blog, and I thought it might be a little bragging, or presumptuous to list it as such, but its not because each of can have a great family. Our family is not perfect, but its sure is fun to have the highs and lows together.
I have a whole bunch or other things that I would like to write, but this is getting too long and I am probably boring you... Have a tremendous week, may you play a little harder and work a little less, good advice, now if I could just follow it.. :)